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CaiJing. (:
15 October 2008 @ 03:14 am
'..nothing is permanent. Especially people.
Strangers become friends. Friends become lovers.
Lovers become strangers. Strangers become friends once more,
and over and over.
'
-Jessica Darling, Charmed Thirds, Megan Mccafferty.
 
 
CaiJing. (:
29 August 2008 @ 02:24 am


I know i'm fighting it alone, and i know the odds are against me
i know i'm going to be disheartened, and i know i'm going to be weary
but i don't want to give in without a fight
that even if i fail, at least i fail with pride.


and i will keep praying.

 
 
CaiJing. (:
18 July 2008 @ 03:05 am


You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
 
 
CaiJing. (:
08 July 2008 @ 02:04 am
THE LEGEND OF THE CHEROKEE INDIAN!

Do you know the legend of the Cherokee Indian youth's rite of passage? His father takes him into the forest, blindfolds him and leaves him alone. He is required to sit on a stump the whole night and not remove the blindfold until the rays of the morning sun shine through it. He cannot cry out for help to anyone. Once he survives the night, he is a MAN. He cannot tell the other boys of this experience because each lad must come into manhood on his own.

The boy is naturally terrified. He can hear all kinds of noises. Wild beasts must surely be all around him. Maybe even some human might do him harm. The wind blew the grass and earth, and shook his stump, but he sat stoically, never removing the blindfold. It would be the only way he could become a man!

Finally, after a horrific night, the sun appeared and he removed his blindfold. It was then that he discovered his father sitting on the stump next to him. He had been at watch the entire night, protecting his son from harm.

We, too, are never alone. Even when we don't know it, our Heavenly Father is watching over us, sitting on the stump beside us. When trouble comes, all we have to do is reach out to Him.

Moral of the Story: Just because you can't see God, doesn't mean He is not there.

'For we walk by faith, not by sight.' ~ 2 Corinthians 5:7
 
 
CaiJing. (:
21 May 2008 @ 11:50 pm

I like to be around you when you're not trying to be somebody
and I like to hang with you
and talk about whatever we talk about

don't care where we go,
what we do, who you know,
what you wear
or if your hair is blue or purple or pink

chorus:
you don't have to be cool
don't have to be smart
don't need to know everything all the time
it's alright if you're a little bit outta there
I don't care i just wanna be your friend

I like to go to the mall
and walk around with you laughing out loud
and you like to go up to people
and tell them your cousin is somebody famous

don't care who we see
what they say
you and me will be ok if we don't get caught by security

chorus

I'll tell you what i don't tell anyone else
just having you here you know it helps me

chorus

don't have to be tough
don't have to be cute
don't need to know everything anytime
its alright if your a little bit out there
I don't care
I just wanna
I just wanna be your friend

you don't have to be cool
don't have to be smart
don't have to be tough
don't have to be cute
don't need to know everything all the time
any thing anytime
I just wanna be your friend

I like to be around you when you're not trying to somebody